First, He Said He Wanted To Learn To

play the violin. I was all excited.

Then, he brought home a trumpet.

Not instead of, but in addition to.

Kill. Me. Now.

I Pray For You

So, what do you write about on a day like this?

Is there anything that can be said or shared that is actually worthwhile?

I wanted to write a post about when I found out about 9/11.

But , fuck. What a waste. My life was touched. It will never be the same.

I know I am not alone in this.

My issue lies in the fact that there are so many more who lost so very much more than me on that awful day.

I lost a little bit of my sense of safety and well-being in this country. I live near Fort Carson, Schriever Air Force Base, 2 other Air Force bases, and NORAD. I was scared for a while, especially being so close to so many military installations. And NORAD.

But.

This is nothing.

Countless others lost their lives.

Even more lost loved ones. Husbands, wives, children, parents.

What I experienced was fleeting.

They will never be able to get back what they’ve lost.

I will always remember the moment I realized what was happening was real. I will never forget what I was doing or how it affected me.

But I want to put the spotlight on those who have been affected by this tragedy so much more than I.

I pray for you all. I pray for the ones who lost their lives. I pray for those who lived. For you. Your loved ones. For what you’ve lost. For what you may have gained since then.

I wish you nothing but the best.

What I Hate About Winter:

It’s fucking cold.

I Don’t Post Much Anymore

Why?

Because I’m just not funny any longer.

Why?

Maybe I need a good old bi-polar high (yes, family, I’m bi-polar – deal with it.) to get me rolling again.

Bi-Polar: Not good for some, Fucking Fantastic for me.

I get all kinds of productive shit done when I’m on a high.

Like, for instance, blogging. And all those shitty Facebook games. And shopping at fucking 3 o’clock in the morning.

You know, the important things, one generally cannot live without.

Bitches, I read some of my old posts. And I’m like, who the fuck is this girl and what the fuck is she on. Not a question. A statement.

What’s even better is that I don’t remember writing half that shit.

At least I get a good laugh too.

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Thank You For Making Me Think

And thank you for making others think.

I know your blog isn’t about us, but I thank you all the same.