Tuesday, May 5, 2009

On My Way

to being a productive member of society. I just made an appointment with an Admissions Counselor for tomorrow. And it's for the University here. University! To be a Regisered Nurse.


I know, you're saying, what's the big deal? I guess it wouldn't be, but I haven't worked (or done much of anything else) for 3 or 4 years due to depression, anxiety, PTSD, ADD and bi-polar. I think that's all of them. So there, that's out in the open. God, it feels good to get that off my chest.

Anyway, all I really wanted to do was to say

HOLY FUCKING SHIT! I'VE GOT AN APPOINTMENT FOR ADMITTANCE IN A UNIVERSITY. Lord help them now, they have no idea what they're in for.

Getting Stronger With Some Motivation

My New Years Resolution is to run in a marathon this year. Well, most likely a half marathon, but more like a 5K. And it will probably be next year instead of this year. But there it is. That's what I'm working towards.

For the last 2 weeks I have been out running....errrr....walking as fast as I can with a little bit of jogging here and there. I do 2 miles every time I go out.

The 1st week I was so disappointed because I didn't feel like I was getting any stronger or any faster. I know it takes longer than that to see real results, but I don't like to wait for results.

This week (my 2nd week) I have been doing more slacking off. I haven't been out as much as I should have and a couple nights I did the Gazelle (oh horrible, horrible beast!) instead of getting out and doing the real thing.

Thankfully tonight one of my good friends (Loveeee you C!) motivated me. She wants to get back in shape as well. So she started running her 2 miles, as well. It didn't go as well as she had planned.

Her motivation went something like this:

"I really thought I could go faster than you because you're heavier than me."

No, she wasn't saying it to be mean, and I didn't take it that way. But really, being overweight hurts. So I got my ass out there and did it.

And I finally felt STRONGER!! I really did. I went out there and pushed myself. I actually made myself SUCK. WIND. Not just a little bit of huffy puffy, boy am I tired. I pushed myself. I pushed myself hard. 

Next time I will push myself even harder.

And all I have to say is THANK YOU C. I LOVE YOU TONS AND WISH I COULD SEE YOU SOON. KEEP YOUR CHIN UP. THINGS WILL ONLY GET BETTER FOR YOU AND YOUR BEAUTIFUL FAMILY.


Monday, May 4, 2009

Swine Flu

I woke up sick today. It's either 1 of 2 things:


1. Pig flu

or

2. The 12 brownies I ate last night.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Better Things To Do

Me: I have 14 followers now.


Him: Redonculous! They should have something better to do with their day.

Just Desserts

I promised myself that I wouldn't buy any more brownie mix (even if it was on sale).


I hurried up and used the 4 or 5 boxes we had, just to get rid of them.

I didn't buy more, really.

I just made some from scratch.

Friday, May 1, 2009

More Of Me

Me: My new blog post is about things I love. I put up a picture of ear plugs.


Him: Big huge eye roll and shaking of the head.

Me: Do you just think I'm so stupid and retarded or what?

Him: No, I just think you're funny.

Me: I have 12 followers.

Him: And there's more of you.

Things I Love. Really.


Ear Plugs. I buy them in bulk.



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